Silent Sanctuary

Witnessing shards of my incadescent reveries

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

I can't promise you anything.

I wanted to believe that you are the one I love.
I wanted to continue sleeping in the protected world you gave.
I wanted it to be you and me only, for good.

I wanted to be able to laugh at myself one day for my past foolishness.
I wanted to be able to thank my lucky stars one day to find you.
I wanted to be able to love you wholeheartedly, like you do.

I can't promise you anything.

The more I knew that you love me, the less I wanna go on cheating you.

It's hard holding you, loving you, losing you.
It's sad to be true and to be fooled by you.
I don't know.
I won't know.
Should I stay or should I go?
-Dreamz FM
I don't want to be in your arms and always keep one part of me locked.
I always thought I can lock it and maybe never get reminded of.

Love is a decision.

Trust me, I wanted to hold on. I wanted us to go on. That is how vulnerable I am. That is how much I care.

I dunno what is my feelings for you. Sorry, gulit and/or love?

You simply let it go on or end it.

I ask again, what's the complication? What's simple and what's difficult?
Because I care too, I wanted to give you my all too.

Day in and day out, I am still gonna face God's reminder of 'him', for another 15 weeks.

This is a test.

I had always fear, what if I bump onto him one day? Would I go crazy or would I remain calm?

My decision wasn't firm enough and I hurt enough along the way.

I am sorry and sorry suddenly is such a useless word.

I have to make a decision and decision is not mine alone.
I toss the ball right back to your court. One day, you decide for me.

I love you and Thank you for being so kind to me,ever.

We have always read love is not possession and love is when you see him/her happy, you would be too. Love is too forgiveness and forebearness. Love is gracious and it's kind.

I want you to be happy too. If I am bad news, please look for your own happiness.

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